Sorry if it seems like I have fallen of the face of the planet. Winter break was supposed to be nice and relaxing, but over the last few days I have actually been incredibly stressed out. If you have been following my blog you know that I have considered joining the Reserves in order to pay for college. I completely support our military and would love to serve our country, but the more I think about it the less sure I am. I have been really overwhelmed and getting upset over little things.
A wonderfully amazing person in my life messaged me on facebook with words of love and support though. She pointed out that the military will always be there and that there is no need to make rash decisions. She encouraged me to take some quiet time and listen to my higher power. She shared her own story of making a desperate decision in a time of financial need. She gave me the courage to take some time and listen to my heart. Honestly, I haven't felt more peaceful in quite awhile. I feel like there are other options out there, even if I haven't found them yet.
I have no idea where this life is taking me, I'm not sure how I will reach my goals. I'm a little scared and unsure, but I know that eventually things will work out. Credit for the title of this post goes to my Aunt. She's right, I am not considering any "bad" options so none of them will hurt me. Whatever I choose will set me on a fairly decent path, they'll just have slightly different outcomes.
If any of you are facing difficult decisions in your life, take a step back. Take a deep breathe, say a prayer, talk to that wonderful person in your life and don't make any rash decisions. Listen to your heart and do what is best for you in the long run; for your body, spirit and finances. Don't make a decision just becaues it seems like the easy way out, sometimes that can lead to more problems.
